Grady

I have been lucky enough to get some good quality time with Grady. One thing you really miss out on when you have twins is getting that one on one time. Last night Grady let out a cry about every 20 minutes after we put him to bed. I have a no pick up rule. Once it is bedtime, it is bedtime.....well except this one time. He has been sick all week so I just wanted to cuddle. I made him a bottle and brought him into my room (Neal and I are separate since he is all RSV germy). He ate and smiled and laughed and smiled and held my hand and smiled. It was almost 11 at this point which is WAY past my bedtime. Eventually I had to take him back, but it was the best 30 minutes of my life. Today he took such a long evening nap (typically we would wake him up, but he is sick) that he was not ready for bedtime when Gwen was, so I decided to take him for a walk. I put him in my new carrier and we were off. It was great. Hopefully I get some of this one on one time with Gwen soon. I could never have imagined how great it is to be a mom. These kids are my entire world now.